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[28 Nov 2010|11:19am]
-blows dust of LJ- Lol what the fuck I do have a live journal don't I? I keep forgetting about this. I keep saying I'm going to use it and I never do. >: Attempt number what ever to use this damn thing more.
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[12 May 2010|01:06pm]
8D Yay new layout. I think this is the first non-anime or game layout I've ever had. Not that it matters but changing my layout is always fun. So did that to pass the time yesterday. Today, I was going to vacuum my car and bathe the dog but it looks like rain...Neither thing would work well in the rain. This past week as just been pretty cold and gross. I guess the dog has to be stinky a few days longer.

\o/ Looking forward to broing out with Meggles on Friday even if it's later in the day. Gonna work on sum art stuff today, mostly just character designs but still. It will be something to do.
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FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF [05 Apr 2010|11:03am]
God damn it I'm sitting in class with out the stuff I need to be productive in class D; So what am I doing? Writing on EL-GAY. ACTUALLY I AM DOING MAI SHUKUDAI FOR NIHONGO LOLOLOLOL 日本語の宿題? Meh I suck bawls at that class and we're doing honnorifcs which doesn't seam to bad but there are a GALILLION exceptions D; Nine I have writen down lololol. Also I need a new mood theme, or at least to imrpove on this one. >/ Not enough pictures here. I'm still pissed I left my english paper on my desk. Also: I'M DYING SQUIRTLE. Of heart burn. I had an apple flavor granola bar and ZOMG I want to roll over and die right now. HURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

:| CAN I JUST DIE YET? FUCK YOU ACID SHIT. I AM SO CALMLY RAEGGING RIGHT NOW. I'm also really super tired right now and I wanted to stay in bed all day. But that would be neggitive productivity. Which I did that all week end when I wasn't supposed to. >_>;
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SITE SITE SITE! [09 Feb 2010|08:58pm]
I've got the layout for my Rp site finished!

http://www.acornrack.com/aicity

If you'd like to see the inside, the log in and password are both guest.

I'm really proud of it : D
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BEST WEEK END EVER GAIZ! [02 Feb 2010|02:11pm]
I went to Ohayou con this week end it was amazing. I spent all Friday at the con. Did shopping, panels, ect. Then I stayed up for 29 hours straight. I did a lot of things that night. I went to the 24 hour business center and read web comics. Then at 6:30 I went to the pool and did nothing while Megan went swimming. Lol it was pretty epic I'll tell you gaiz that.

Saturday I missed all the panels I wanted to go to because I was busy feeling like shit from staying up for 29 hours straight and fighting with my now ex-girlfriend LOLOL. Over a shitty layout she made for an Rp site she was ban from. I went to the dealers room, and then shopping around down town. Which was cool, went back to the hotel and hung out with Megan by going to the fitness center. I worked out while watching the nazi episode of family guy. It was fuckin' epic.

On sunday we got up at 7:30 went swimming, had break fast and then instead of going to the con...Like fagots we went to COSI...Ran around like fagots as usual. I will post photos when I get them from my friends. It was the most fun part of the week end. There was so much to do and see. 8D -giggles- Anyway, so Sunday night we got back and I moved all my things out of my ex's apartment. I found a vase of 60 dollars flowers with a love note attached. So I would assume she was cheating on me since I recognized the name of Colleen from earlier. She at first wouldn't even tell me the girls name when she was getting text from her. So I figure this has been going for a while. There are more suspicious things that happened but I don't feel like going into details at the moment. It's ton of gay.
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[24 Jan 2010|12:55am]
I feel so worthless, lost, and just down right shitty right now. Nothings like what I had planned. I'm so unhappy at the moment.

I don't know what to do. I can't win and I can't do anything right. When I think things are fine again they fall apart.

I miss my old apartment, I miss my girlfriend who would come home to me smelling like Taco Bell, I miss having to go to work ever week end so I can pay my rent on time, I miss the cats crawling on me, I miss our old shitty bed that would leave me aching in the morning.

Sure things still sucked but I was much happier than I am now. I at least was proud of what I had made for myself. Now I feel like all that work and effort has gone for nothing. I was so proud of her, I would brag every week end to my customers about how wonderful my fiance was...I would talk about everything I was doing and I felt complete. Now I'm just an empty shell of a person. I don't know what I'm doing any more.

I still can't believe I quit my job. I loved my job, but it to late now. Maybe not the job in it's self but I loved my co-workers. I loved complaining about school, work and how messy everything was. The fact I had something to complain about meant I was doing something worth while with my life. Now I don't think I have anything worth while and nothing to complain about really. Everything is just dull compared to what it was.

Right now I'd give anything to be back in January of last year. That's all I want right now. Even though we had nothing and I wasn't really 'happy'. Sure I was pulling my hair out over things but at least knowing I was accomplishing something felt good. Now I'm not really doing anything with my self.

Fuck this. This is not what I want at all. Ever since I've been back home I've been more depressed than what I had been living on my own. This is not better. I'm just another worthless kid living off mommy and daddy now. Nothing special. I'm total shit.

OH GOD [18 Jan 2010|12:24am]
MY EYES ARE ON FIRE AND WATERING. WATERING WITH THE PASSION OF A MAN'S BURNING SOUL.


Also: My throat hurts terribly. I'm sick, awesome.
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大学が大嫌いですよ。 ー_ー [11 Jan 2010|06:22pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

That's right I fucking hate school. Ton of bullshit it is. I want to be done but I'll never be done. -Plus even if I was done you know what I'd be doing? Working at Wal*mart and sitting on my ass with a degree, like every one else I know! Yeah F you too economy.

Also: Persona 4 thanks. I found out who the killer was and I feel so betray. Like I would have never guessed you ass hole. All of my theories of who it was where wrong. I was only right on who it wasn't. So yeah, those where rock solid. Not Namatame and not Kubo. I called those. But man...really? Why are you such a douche bag. Not that makes me love you any less dude, but come on...I thought we where friends. Mother fucker...AND I AM COMING INTO THE TV TO KICK YOUR GOD DAMN ASS RIGHT NOW. THIS SHIT JUST GOT REAL.

Oh yeah I had something else to say...I stared taking my medication again which means I barley eat and don't sleep right. Ehhhh I feel perfectly fine and I'm a lot less moody. I'm also a lot more energetic which is nice it's just kind of weird not sleeping at all. I mean I went to school on six hours of sleep today and was fine. I started to nod off but that was because I was bored. I read a manga and was fine lol. Eating I guess I'm doing okay in that department but I need to drop some weight anyway.

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皆さん、謹賀新年! [31 Dec 2009|09:32pm]
明日げまして! おめでとうございます!



Enjoy 2010, year of the tiger. Hope it's not shit like 2009.
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Persona murder note book 2 [31 Dec 2009|04:18am]
1) Mr.Morooka.
The man hates every one. EVERY ONE. He also hates slutty teenagers. One thing each victim has in common is that they where a sexual deviant in some way or another. Yamano was having an affair, Saki was probably a total slut, Yukiko's repressed desires, and well Kanji...being a closet homo. He's also some one that most people in Inaba would probably know, especially students.


OKAY SO MAYBE. If he killed himself. I mean no one else has been thrown into the TV since he died.

Probably not though. Good night sweet prince.

2) NOT MITSUO.
I donno guys but I don't think so. The killer wouldn't be stupid enough to face their other self. I mean if they die in there who gives a flying fuck? So I don't think it's this dip shit. Plus really I mean I have a whole year for this contract and it's only been since April. So I think the killer is still on the lose and not in the TV.
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Persona Murder Note Book 1 [10 Dec 2009|11:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]

All right so in my adventures of Persona 4 I've come up with a few theories as to who the murder is.

1) Yousuke.
My best friend apparently...Yousuke is the son of the manager at Junes. We went into the other world through a television there. I'm not quite sure his motive for Mrs.Yamano but, he most defiantly had reasons for Saki. It's also quite obvious that Junes is the devil. It's destroying the local economy of Inaba. I'm sure Yousuke is using this adventure just as a cover up for his plan.


This theory is invalid, and I'll be moving on. You're off the hook for now Yousuke.

2) Mr.Morooka.
The man hates every one. EVERY ONE. He also hates slutty teenagers. One thing each victim has in common is that they where a sexual deviant in some way or another. Yamano was having an affair, Saki was probably a total slut, Yukiko's repressed desires, and well Kanji...being a closet homo. He's also some one that most people in Inaba would probably know, especially students.

3) No one.
There is no killer at all. You are your worst enemy inside of the TV, perhaps the voice calling to people was that of their shadow. In a trance like state the fallow it to an entry point for their 'reality'. Committing a suicide of sort. If this is the case however, I believe there is no way to stop these deaths other than to directly intervene as we have been doing.



Disclaimer: lol I'm just having fun bullshitting by the way. I don't mean for any of these to be correct, if they are kudos to me.

P.S.: I have a new layout :3

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PERSONAPERSONAPERSONA...4 [04 Dec 2009|10:10pm]
<: So I've been playing Persona 4 as of late. THIS GAME IS LIKE SEX. I'm going to start cataloging my adventures in side of the television. lulz. I still think Junes is the devil...It has to be. =_=
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HEY, HEY, HEY GUYS! [02 Apr 2009|08:15pm]
Hey sup F-list? It's been a while. Anyway I need your input on some things art and commission/selling wise.

:D LOL LGAY CUTCollapse )
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LJ I'm gonna whine to you because no one else will listen. [26 Jan 2009|01:12pm]
[ mood | Dead ]

So LJ because no one else really wants to hear me bitching I decided to make you listen to me, yeah that's right.

So anyway life is tough out on your own. I never doubted any one who said that but I guess I didn't realize the level of hard was like legendary mode. So anyway going to school and working sucks balls, like real hard. Did it last semester but I didn't care about school and only pulled off at 2.5 GPA that semester. Yeah way to fail, GG, GG. Anyway now I'm actually trying in school and still trying to work 25 hours a week to support my ass. I mean not that I have to do it alone, Alexis is amazing when it comes to making ends meet and sealing them with gar-cement. But extra money is nice and relying on some one else as nice as it is, just isn't 100% cool.

But yeah so this week is like this.

Mon: work 9 am to 1 pm, Japanese 2:30 to 3:20, In between break which is a lot of running and home work, Philosophy 6-8, go home, home work, clean/make dinner/what ever ( Which Alexis might do for me :3 She did dinner last night <3 ), Rp a little, go to bed.

Tuse: Work 9 am to 1, Japanese 2:30-3:20, Astronomy 4:30-5:45, US History 6:00-7:15, home work, ect, ect house dutyies.

Wed: Wake up at like 9 or 10 do home work, Japanese 2:30-3:20, Philosophy 4:30-5:20, home work and my most free time out of the week!

Thurs: Work 9am to 1 pm, Same class scedual as Tuseday, go a few towns north to get Samantha, do home work on campus then come home and party :D and pack.

Friday - Sun: Ohayou Con magic and not doing my work all week end :3;;

Monday: A LOT OF MAKE UP WORK AND STUFF D: Lucky for me I don't work until Thursday of this week so I can get caught up.

IN ALL RIGHT NOW THINGS ARE BETTER THAN THEY HAVE BEEN OR THAT MIGHT BE THE CAFFINE AND SUGAR TALKING. I DON'T KNOW. ALSO I NEED A BOOK TO READ PLEASE SUGGEST BOOKS FOR ME. IT MAKES MY LIFE TASTE LIKE MAGIC WHEN I READ.

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Medical problems, probably to much information. [25 Jul 2008|09:42am]
[ mood | In pain ]

D: So guys I've been having a sharp and throbbing pain in my lower right side. It really sucks and it's been going on for a good two weeks now. I'm so tired of it. At first I passed it off as an ovarian cyst, yes it hurts but they go away after a little bit of pain. It didn't so I went to the OB/GYN and got a few ultrasounds done to see if there where any cyst up in there, both of them where clean so my next suspicion was kidney stones. My brother gets them, my aunt gets them, my cousin gets them, so why not me too? Well so after doubling over in pain for a week and a visit to my family doctor, I was sent off to the hospital for a cat scan and a lower abdomen X-ray to look for things. I called them on Wednesday of this week to see the results and they said everything looked dandy but I'm still having that pain in my side, and it's gotten a lot worse in fact. Today was the first time it actually made tears come to my eyes. I'm going back to my family doctor in an hour to see what else he may think it is, because I'm really sick and tired of hurting so bad I can barley stand when I have to stand for seven hours at work being a cashier. It's so hard to smile and tell people I'm doing fine when I just want to go hide in a little corner to wince and cry in pain. I really hope I can get this taken care of soon, I've had to call off two days so far because of it. Between calling off and doctor visit I'm out 120 dollars. Thats close to half one of my paychecks. I haven't even gotten the bill for that CT and X-ray yet. I don't know what other test and shit I'll have to go through, pay for and miss work for. This is getting to be really pricey and dsfjdklffdsjf I just hate this aspect of my life at the moment.

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[01 Jul 2008|12:00pm]
[ mood | fgsfds! ]

Thanks for sucking so hard BG. As soon as I got home from vacation I was thrown back, full force into my miserable life. |:

I can't wait to move out of my mother's house. No it wont end suck, but at least it will put me in control of my own suck not just having to deal with the cesspool that other create for me to live in.

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Vacation *^* [27 Jun 2008|09:00am]
So right now I'm in a hotel down town Chicago with Silent/Alexis ( aka gar_nuggets ). I'm having such a great time guys.

We got up at 5:30 on Thursday, and got into Chicago around 11:30 am. The drive was fun in it's self. We talked, laughed and listened to music really loud like any one our age should on road trips. Apparently we weren't aloud to check into out hotel until 3 pm. So in the process of getting a little lost because Map quest told me our hotels address didn't exist.

Now I have to say driving downtown Chicago is the MOST EXTREME DRIVING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED.Of course I wasn't the one driving I made Alexis drive, knowing I would have troubles so I drove mostly on the toll roads.

So after driving all over, we made it to my Aunt's shop. It's a nice Italian clothing store, very, very nice. Like a pair of pants is like 200-400 dollars. Anyways, so we got to sit around the store for a few hours before going out to explore the city! We went into a huge borders, it had THREE FLOORS I about died of joy right then and there. We walked around, saw the John Hancock building and other things before going back tot he shop to hang out for a while. I think there was maybe two customers the whole time we where there. Finally it was 3 pm and we made it to the hotel.

Alexis and I went swimming which felt amazing after such a hot and muggy day. We came back to the room and took a short nap before going out to dinner at a rather nice place not to far from the hotel. We came back again to just chill for a few hours before going to bed.

We got up today, Friday, at 11 am got ready and went down to get lunch. After that we ran over to the Jewel Osco to grab a few things for the day, then it was off to the red line subway to go to China town.

I got some gummies, tea bags, juice and cup of Milk tea made with green tea and tapioca bubbles in it. China town is always fun, after that we came back to the hotel for a little, Rped and were fagots. Then at 5 we walked to one of the art museums since it was free admission from 5 pm to 9 pm. We did that for a little while before continuing down Michigan Ave. to a Noodles and company for dinner. Now we're back at the hotel room just hanging out :3 We don't leave for another day and a half, tomorrow we're going to a zoo, and a cheese cake place. So that will be awesome. I'll keep you guys posted on our adventures. :D
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Failure [30 May 2008|12:10am]
Why is every thing failing right now. ;o; The Sims 2 wont start up on my computer, my Golden sun file got corrupted, I really don't care for Magical Starsign, I can't draw, my Rps are going no where fast, my brother lent out the X-box 360 so I can't play Viva Pinata or Bioshock right now. ;___; This is really sucking right now, and because it's summer I don't have much of a life out side of this stuff. I clean house and hang out a bit with friends and thats about all.
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[21 May 2008|10:38am]
I managed to change my profile and my journal lay out, not much but just the graphics because I'm to lazy to change the code any >3>;; for the main layout anyways.

|: No I'm totally no obsessed with Simon. Nope...-cough-

On to real news! meganubunny and I where walking from Dairy Queen to the video store yester day when I almost got run over by a car. @__@ The guy was waiting in the banks out drive way to make a turn, so sence there was a lot of trafic and like pedestrians have the right of way Megs and I just walked infront of this guy with out stoping. So the jack ass started rolling forward when I was smack in the middle of the front of his car. -__- How can you so easily miss a person? and especialy some one as big as I am. The guy said he was sorry but I'm still not really impressed with it, but at the time I was just so in shock and confused as to what just happened to not really say anything. I just said "Yeah, what ever." in a really snotty voice xD;; After the whole thing Megan and I just broke down laughing so hard we couldn't breath. OH THE GOOD TIMES WE HAVE HERE.
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OH NIGHT OF EPIC [26 Apr 2008|03:55am]
LOL OK SO EPIC STORY TIEM GAIZ.

So Silent and I decided it would be a great idea to go grocery shopping at 2 am, there would be no people and we could take our sweet time. All fun right? So everything goes awesome at the store, we made it out with everything, 3.99 under our spending limit even. Sweet deal. So we get in the car to drive home and half way there, my car stalls at a traffic light. Good for us there is a cop right behind us, even though cop number one was a total prick. He kept beeping at us until I got out of the car and told him my car had died. He helped Silent and I get it over to a parking spot where we sat trying to call people to come give us a jump. xD That totally FAILED though.

So we sat for a while, maybe ten minutes or so. Until another cop came by, which Silent basically jumped out of the car and went "hey!". This time, the cop was very nice. We told him about our lol car, and even though he couldn't give my poor dead car a jump he said he would make sure my car didn't get toed. He also offered to give us and the groceries a ride home. 8D Lol so we made it home all safe and sound, rode in a cop car and had an EPIC night. xD LOL life you are so ridiculous at times.
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